BigDreamer415

BigDreamer415

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"There may have been some things I kept from you, and I realize now that great love can’t exist with lies." Thank you for helping me realize that, Trin. "I’ll even confess that they might be right." I am right. Every word in here is for him, and I'm sure he'll read every word. "Every movie I watch..." HAHAHA... "I AM A SEXY MAN OF GOD!" :D:

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Great pictures and reminder for us all. "Indulge in the things you love"... life is short. Thanks! ~Sarah

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Do you ever wish you could've just kept your big mouth shut? I guess it's better when someone you love knows you fully; faults, insecurities and all, but what happens when your thoughts are given away on accident? When someone reads all your posts on JU, where you're okay with sharing your heart with strangers? What happens when you ramble about how great JU is, an

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Thanks for the comment, Maso. So I've resolved to make sure any time I have with them from now on is happy and good. Good advice for everyone! ~Sarah

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Maso, sorry if I overreacted and took offense when none was meant. Thanks for your point of view. Happy New Year to you, as well! ~Sarah

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I need to write again. I don't mean write as in journal about my daily life, although I need to do that. I mean, I need to write. I need to really be free and let my emotions drip, like wax, onto my paper, my computer screen. I want to feel so badly sometimes. I've been learning so many things lately. I've been learning that I can't force feelings. I ca

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lol... you ARE dork... i can't believe you deleted that... yes, you can delete this too, i just wanted to reinforce that. Would it make you happy if i told you you were awesome? Cuz you are. ~Sarah

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"I will allow myself to float away on positive or negative emotion, but my state of mind will never falter. " It could just be me, but isn't that a big contradictory? Very beautiful and organized... what is it an essay for? ~Sarah

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I can sort of see it too... and umm, wouldn't "My daughter's twin brother" be your son? lol... that was odd how you worded it. ~Sarah

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Not all cheating spouses are trying to break their marriages up; not all drug users are useless; not all attempted-suiciders deserve sympathy. This may sound harsh, but this is Reality. Welcome... Hun, first of all, I didn't say all cheating spouses are trying to break their marriages up, because most o

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I hate essays and school... right now anyways. Sorry to hear about your frusteration. :/ Hope the day gets better! ~Sarah

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"Do our imaginations know what is going to happen?" I've always wondered the same thing. Then again, if it's not "us" actually creating our dreams with our imagination, it has to be some other force or "higher power", if you will. So, my guess is that, yes, our imaginations create. Maybe there's a deeper level to the imagination than we know conciously. Obviously there is, if our imaginations are creating our dreams. Most dreams (if not a

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Seeing as there are many new JUs since the time I wrote this article, I want to revive it and see if anyone wants to take the quiz... I want to see how many new addicts there are. hehe... either that or I'm just a cheap points whore. ~Sarah

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Your last paragraph just about sums it up. Corny? Yes... Pretty? Yes... Good review! I'm anxious to stumble across one I don't agree with (at least fully). ~Sarah

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John, good advice. Sometimes I just wish there was more I could do, ya know? ttraider, you're right... parents don't care enough to support their children. While you're right about the woman who has an abortion or gives her child up, most of the time, although I feel sorry for them, it's not that hard to say, "well, it was their choice, and they shoulda used a condom, and if they did realize that condoms aren't 100% baby-proof." Th

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I'm the guy who hides it all. You see me walking in the halls, staring at the floor as you pass me. I pretend my dad never beat me. I pretend he actually cared. I see him sitting in the stands the night I won my first little league game. I see him there, but then I snap back to reality and the figment is gone; all I see is the floor tile. I'm the girl who you

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I want to run away. I just want to get away. I play it so well, don't I? Happy, perfect life; nothing's ever wrong. I look so happy and exuberant, don't I? I'm outgoing and outspoken. I am; really, I am. And I'm happy too. But, maybe that's because I don't want to face the fact that my life is less than perfect. I don't want to think about my family a

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