BigDreamer415

BigDreamer415

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I've seen this happen a time or two. It's because she wants you. You want a chase. You don't want someone right there for you all the time. You want to have to work for it. Am I right? The games are so confusing, though. I agree. I agree with Trin... I should feel sorry for the girl, but it's really her own fault if she's cracking it up in her mind to be more than it is. ~Sarah

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Hey, I just emailed you saying you need to post more, and THEN decided to check your site. lol... my bad. This was an amazing post. Obviously you've been told this before, but I'll say it once again. You have an amazing gift for writing. ~Sarah

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Wow, Trin, simmer. lol Tenille, that's a low-blow to superchic[k]. haha, comparing them to the spice girls. It's okay, though, not too far off a comparasion. I liked this article. We all feel this way sometimes, but I think you're pretty cool. Although I don't have to deal w/you in person. lol.. jk jk Good lyrics ~Sarah

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::sigh:: That quote is so true. I want to feel so badly sometimes. I have to force feelings, and I hate that. It's like I have this empty feeling inside. I understand that perfectly. Interesting, thought provoking post. ~Sarah

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Something so simple, yet touching... and you write it *so* well. How'd you eventually get gas? Oh, and did you run that light on purpose? lol ~Sarah

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I always wondered why people put certain words in bold. Is there a hidden msg? Good post bye the way I put certain words in bold to show that their meaning is probably more important than the words that I don't bold. Hidden message? Well. you're a bit quicker than the animal man. <img src="../

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I broke a glass today as I was unloading the dishwasher. I have no idea how I did it, how it happened; but, all of a sudden it just fell. It was almost as if there was no gravity, no motivation to keep it wherever it came from (and that I'm not even sure of). The sound was beautiful . More beautiful than I expected.

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Sorry I haven't responded sooner. I didn't get the email update, and only today checked my comments. Satan knows where to find you now I'm not exactly sure what you meant by that, sushi, but you're right, Satan knows our weaknesses, and will try and get us where we're most vulnerable.

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It just hit me today. I don't know my dad. I mean, I know him, but I don't really. I rarely see him. It's not all his fault. If I'm not working on the weekends when he's home, I'm gone. And, at night, Mom and Dad are busy running Michael around, and don't get home until like 8:30, and then Dad goes straight to bed because he gets up at like 4:00. This s

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Hey enigma, thanks for the comment. I'm not so worried about "religion" as I am with God. I'm worried about what He thinks, because religion is just a cliche word for legalism. And no, I just turned 18... so I have a ways to go. Ugh. ~Sarah

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I wrote this in an email I just sent to a friend: I am now one of those stupid hypocritical, two-faced bratty Christians. And it sucks knowing I'm such a hypocrite. This weekend I got fucking drunk, although I do remember almost everything. I'm not even sure why I did it... and I wasn't stupid about it. I didn't drive, I didn't do anything dumb. I

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Happy 18th Birthday to me! I'm finally an adult, but I feel as much a little kid as I always have. I'm scared to death to be an adult. ~Sarah

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Awe, that's gotta be tough. It's a good thing you've got pretty thick skin. Hope everything works out. ~Sarah

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Awww... your hubby sounds really sweet. That's adorable. I hope the puppy thing works out for you. I think that love shouldn't cost anything. But, yes, you can express sacrafice and love through gifts, especially ones with thought put into them. I think the bottom line is that your relationship and love shouldn't be BASED and founded on material things. Does that makes sense? ~Sarah

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I agree. With everything you said. I think it shows true dependency on others to say that they can't go out by themselves. I enjoy doing things on my own, too. I like knowing I'm my own person. Of course, friends are always great, but it IS fun just people-watching and sitting in a coffee shop by yourself. ~Sarah

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I have issues. I have issues with authority. I've always had the tendency to go right when someone says left, and have always wanted to push when people pulled. That's one thing I'm struggling with right now; and have struggled with my whole life. I've been put in Christian schools where I feel the need to go against everything the teachers say. I under

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was living with August and everybody lol... that just made me laugh... because Trin practically has lived with everybody. I'm only here to tell you that you need to post more... or email me or something. ~Sarah</fo

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I don't cry. But, today I cried. I cried for Justin and his broken heart. I cried because I didn't see it coming. I cried because I realized exactly what was going on. I cried for Sam who said she looked longingly at the knives sitting on that counter. I cried because her only outlet was alcohol. I cried for Megan and her self-infl

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“Rules without relationship lead to rebellion.” As I get older, naturally I’m learning more and will even go as far as to say I’m becoming wiser. I’m sure I’ll never reach a state of nirvana in the little wisdom I have, but accomplishing and realizing life and what it’s all about is something I feel I’m learning and growing more in everyday. The

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"Dion asks a person in her indoor voice if they have ever fallen in love" Ha... that's awesome. Yeah, it's like her happiness revolves around that one person and one ideal situation. If we put all out hope and joy in one thing, we're gunna get burned. What will we have left when it ends? ~Sarah

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Put on a happy face Say it'll all be okay But is it real? Or am I just pretendin' my way? I'm usually strong Maybe it's true I'm just glad people can't see right through Right now I'm falling Hard and fast I'm wonderin' just how long I'll last I'm right But often times I'm wrong I'm a walking oxy-moron Stron

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