mediocre

mediocre

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Haven't slept since 8am on Saturday, it is now 10pm on Sunday. Worked unbelievably hard on Valentine's Day at the restaurant, had a really crap chocolate milk at the cafe accross the road, then Dean called me. Don't ask about Dean. Another mess I'm getting myself into. He's not the mess, what I am probably creating with him is. I hate letting people believe that I can give them things, make them happy. I can't. I can't make myself happy, so how is it possible for me to bring anyone else any kind

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GOD DAMNIT. I'm trying to fix my stupid site and it's not working. UGH, I just felt the need to express my frustration. I'm going to go...and cook some pasta or something and watch Judge Judy.

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lol Okay then...so, my very intelligent friend Seb, (who also has a funky blog http://newdle.blogspot.com) just offered me some assistance when I realised that I had once again, forgotten my username and password. I'm not the brightest crayon in the box...as you can tell. Soooo, people, is anyone else out there suffering a great deal of frustration because of what their mind allows them to think and committ to? Remember that guy I said I had a new crush on...well it's just re

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So, last night started alright, I was in some psycho hyper mood and I was pretty much bouncing off the walls. I guess the notion that I was going to a party after work that was not only, local, but by someone I knew set me off into a really good mood. I got to work, and as I approached the back door the usually full carpark of workers from the surrounding restaurants was empty. Considering we'd recently had some huge powerfailures, it made sense. I walked into the restaurant and my ind

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Well, I got home from a friend's place (Seb's house) a little while ago, only to be welcomed home by a list of chores and my stupid little brat of a brother. I have to do about seven loads of washing to sift through them and pluck out any clothes I might want to take to my Aunt's house. I haven't spoken to Jet, Ben, OR Joey as yet...it's great how they are so sad that I'm leaving lol. I'm eating half of a watermelon whilst watching some shit on tv about that machine on mars. OH, OH wai

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HA, Guy-Fest my ass. But I seem to get myself mixed up in a lot of sticky and uncomfortable situations. Uh, I have about three best friends. I hate rating people and putting them above or below other people, but I'd have to say my best out of the best friends is 'Ben F'. BEN F --------- He's younger than me, but, you can't pick up on that unless you somehow got hold of his birth certificate. He's just...like the inbetween of everything I know. So I understand him but he s

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Film fanatic huh. Do you just observe or create or critique too? I was trying to guess exactly how old you are, I know it's a rude question, however that does not deter my interest. - Mediocre, Peace

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Where should I begin children, I am 17 years old, what some have described as a somewhat bright girl, yet, I am bored, unsatisfied, restless and frustrated. I always get the feeling that things would be so much better if I moved, to another country, somewhere totally different. That way I could spend my time finding things out that I don't already know, and I'd have a clean slate. People...opinionated STUPID people, think that I always run away from my 'problems'. Saddly, they don't re

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