Good Angela Demons be gone! hehe
stay happy
(and me only cries in the dark cuz I'm shy) hehe!
crying is healthy, just a vent like other things...

Hearts don't realy get broken they just get teriblely smushed. Any way you just got yo yo yo like a hip Santa . Remember that un requited love is just that. Im 52 and would not do that to sme one only 37. Kinda snarphy aint it
any way thats what I think Hope you doing ok I still got an email address

'teriblely'?....sure is.....

My father in law passed this morning. I'm doing ok. Kyle saw him last night alive. Now, my father in law is gone. He had cancer. My in-laws are doing ok. He's in heaven with GOD.

Chickie I'm happy to hear Kyle was able to see him last night that was good... and now he is in peace, you take care of yourself I'm sure your husband and mother in law are going to need you to be strong...
/me sends you some strength...

(Take care Chickie okay)

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I'm so sorry, Chickie

Heck,
If I had a younger beautiful, caring and loving woman, who loved me, I would hold on to it for as long as I could. What a prize.
Look at Bo Derek and her departed husband. It can last a lifetime. He was a lucky man, and, what a way to go! And if it doesn't last that long, I believe in holding on to it, and enjoying it for as long as it lasts. When it is over, there will be pain, and sorrow. But, life is filled with pain. Maybe that is his reason. Maybe, he couldn't stand the thought of losing you, if he loved you as much as you seem to love him. Or, maybe he couldn't for his own reasons.

There can be a lot of pain in love. I know from experience as I'm sure that others do. But, I will always believe in it. Love is the most precious thing on this earth between two people. And for true love, I would climb Mount Everest.

So, Shmoopy, don't hold on and torture yourself. There is someone out there who is willing to give you all the love that you give them. Find that person.

And, in the meantime, enjoy life, and spread your cheer, as you most truly have. Get back to skinning babe.

Thanx, China & Doreen. You girls are the best. (((BIG HUGS))) My mother in law is strong & handling ok. My hubby, Pete, is doing ok. He's getting a suit in Canada this morning. Yesterday, he went up north & store were closed. I hugged him last night. Told him it's gonna be ok. My father in law isn't suffering anymore. He's in peace. I believe people can reunite their loved ones in heaven or wheverever they go. Tuesday is the service. We're going to it. The service will be at my mother in law's house. Afterwards, we will have lunch. I'm feeling better. Gotta move forward, but never forget my father in law.

Wednesday, Pete will back to work. Mostly, everything will get back to normal.