Did my heart love 'till now?

For swear at sight, I never saw true beauty 'till this night

Here I sit. Mystified, dismayed and confused. Smitten, gobsmacked and helpless.

What do you do when everything you've ever wanted in a soulmate is sitting right there in front of you, yet they feel strangely out of reach? Beautiful and funny, sexy and kind, random and responsible, honest and cheeky.

Like an intricate pottery piece that has taken over two decades to mould and fashion into the exquisite custom-made masterpiece that completes the intricately designed living room.

How do you deliver a torrential downpour of feelings to someone like a summer's sun shower?

Not wanting to waste these feelings by bouncing them around in my head, tormenting myself with them, I have decided to record my thoughts here. Laugh with me, cry with me. Maybe just pat my lil' head reassuringly? Do as you will....

This is me and this is my outlet.
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Reply #1 Top
Who is your love-nature or a pretty girl ?
Reply #2 Top
I look forwad to more....*pats on head* welcome to JU
Reply #3 Top
web_poet: I would have hoped that the subject matter was a little obvious... It's definitely a pretty girl. Although I do appreciate nature for all it's beauty as well, but that's not the predominate subject of this blog.

Sal: Thanks doll! There's PLENTY more where that came from...
Reply #4 Top
Who is this dream girl of yours. I am old now. But you make me feel so young again, thanks.
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I cant tell you who she is. I was trying to keep this all anonymous. She does have a blog here.

I'll probably delete this blog soon anyways. We'll see what happens. I have my suspicions, but I think she already knows all about my writings here.
Reply #6 Top
aaah so this is a plot to win her heart in a round about way?? <
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Not a plot for anything. Just a place where I can say what i'm feeling without saying it to her. Turns out she's known about for a few days now, which I suspected, so the jig is up.

Her heart isn't in the same place as mine. What can you do? I cant really just sit around and wait forever, although for someone like that to come round again I just might have to.

Who am I kidding, there's plenty more aquatic lifeforms in the H2O. At least now I know what I want.