Happy April Fool's!

aka my birthday

Yes, I'm back after my much needed break. Here's what you've missed:

I went to Tennessee on Thursday. Met with the director of graduate studies on Friday. Was back at home by 3am on Saturday. Lots and lots and lots of driving. Overall, I wasn't impressed with the school or program. According to the grad student I met with, the "sense of community" I was expecting is fairly non-existent. This makes me sad. :( Plus, the town was big, scary and 3/4 of it is under construction. I'm not sure I want to go there anymore.

Of course, my only other option is UofA, and there may be a problem. They've apparently sent out e-mails to the people they have accepted, and I have gotten no e-mail. WTF, mate? I e-mailed their director of graduate studies to see if my applications was complete. I can't imagine not getting in, since I've already gotten into an even more competitive program. I'm not trying to act like I'm "all that" or anything, but once you're in to a pretty competitive program, you should get into some programs who are not as great. So now, I'm freaking out that not everything got there, and I won't get in because some letter went astray.

Love life: things are pretty close to nothing in that department. The guy and I are still talking -- online mostly, but nothing much else. I don't know if things are over or not... I suspect he's waiting to see if I'm moving to Tennessee or not. If I go to Tenn, there's no point in starting a relationship. But, if I go to Arkansas... then maybe. Of course, I have to get in to Arkansas first.

School: Is it over yet? I've only got a month left, but it's almost too much. I'm so tired of this place, of these people, and of school. I need a vacation where I'm not doing work. I've been doing some kind of research for the last three years solid. I need one summer off.

I got to see my best friend today. Best birthday present I could get. She's up from Florida for a while to have a med school interview. We visited for a few hours. It was lots of fun... I didn't realize how much I missed having her around. It's tough living a life without your best friend around.

Got an e-mail from my ex today. He wrote, "Look, I know you don't want to talk to me and that's fine I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday." I didn't respond. The only thing I could think to write was, "You're right, I don't want to talk to you. Thanks for fouling up my birthday anyway." Instead, I deleted the e-mail and prayed that that was the last I would ever hear from him.

Oh, yeah, and I'm 23 years old today. I wish I knew where I was going to be when I was 24. This is also the first birthday I've had since I turned 19 that I haven't been kissed. I know it's silly, but I feel like this birthday is missing something. I don't have anyone to share it with, and that makes me sad.

Well, happy April Fool's day everyone. I hope you pranked someone, and I hope they hated/loved it.
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And friday the 13th comes on friday this month.
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Happy Birthday again! 

And UTK might not be too bad.  I know first impressions are strong, but not always right.  It is different, and sometimes that affects us in a negative way.  I hope it is better than the first impression.

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I hope so too, Doc. Especially if that's where I have to go.
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Yay, it was my birthday too, turned 25.

Took my new A4 down to the casino and ended up leaving with an additional 1,600$ in my wallet.

Happy Birthday to myself!
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Took my new A4 down to the casino and ended up leaving with an additional 1,600$ in my wallet.

Congratulations on the B'day!  And the winnings.  What game(s) did you play?

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Had a 50 dollar slot voucher left over from st pattys day. So I went and put it in a quarter slot, won 250, put that in a dollar slot, won another 900, then played two more slots and won a few hundred on both.

Best part is, I didn't have to pay taxes cause none of the wins were over 1k

Won a little on roullette too, but slots were hitting hard for me so I stuck to em. Normally play variations of poker.
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Happy B-Day!
The First was my 20 years on active duty milestone, so I hope your day was good too!