Being a Conduit
A tool to enhance the plans of others
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I have said that my roll at work, the job they pay me to do, is to be a conduit. A channel of information, a flow of connections and amplifications. My job is to magnify the work that others do. To execute their structure.
I must translate transparently the movement of others. I must accept the guidance of others.
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Bah
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i lead
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not at work - but in my life, in my dreams... the ebb has as much say-so as the tide in the diurnal rhythm of the ocean.
i still dream of kisses firm at night... as near as a memory. as far away as Washington DC.
Soon i will hear your voice...
i wait for it... but you know that don't you - that i am thinking of you with a certain urgency that translated into physical action will be sexual heat.
tonight i think of you and masturbate. Just thought you would like to know.
tomorrow i get up and go to work and wait another night for you.
just one more and you will be back. i will let H sleep with me tomorrow. sweet child of mine.
and i will think how much separateness there is in togetherness.
I must translate transparently the movement of others. I must accept the guidance of others.
...
Bah
...
i lead
...
not at work - but in my life, in my dreams... the ebb has as much say-so as the tide in the diurnal rhythm of the ocean.
i still dream of kisses firm at night... as near as a memory. as far away as Washington DC.
Soon i will hear your voice...
i wait for it... but you know that don't you - that i am thinking of you with a certain urgency that translated into physical action will be sexual heat.
tonight i think of you and masturbate. Just thought you would like to know.
tomorrow i get up and go to work and wait another night for you.
just one more and you will be back. i will let H sleep with me tomorrow. sweet child of mine.
and i will think how much separateness there is in togetherness.
