Why you Ungrateful little!
Don't worry, I'm talking to myself
It's always wierd to come to the realization that people have a reason to dislike me. I'd like to think of myself as a polite young man raised with old fashioned courtesy, especially when around ladies. But is that really being nice, or just a conditioed upbringing?
I've come to realize that it's a combination of both, but that still doesn't make me a nice person. I still (and I'm working on this) judge people unfairly, dislike people with beliefs extremely opposing my own, and one of my most shameful habits.... I've picked up foul langauge. I know it's wrong not because people tell me, but because I change my speech habits when I change company. I'm working on my foul tongue too. Just the fact that all this is a part of me lets me know that I have no right to judge anyone. Not that being perfect would give me the right to judge anyone anyways.
I guess it just really stinks when I realize that I'm not as good as I once thought.. Oh well, at least I don't have to worry about an inflated ego for awhile.
Sincerely yours,
Tim