replies...day 2
You can't get over the fact that people just might not like you. You couldn't let go of it with dharma or LW, and now you're so insecure in your standing that you feel the need to have your worth validated by the JU community as a whole. When you started here I had no issue with you, then you started trying to sound smart, you were TRYING to be popular etc... Then you pulled the Dr crap which pissed off a lot of people here, and you just kept digging your grave. I don't care what degree you do or don't have, your problem is simply that you seem like a compulsive liar who changes their story every time it's challenged.
I don't get you... you just can't leave things alone. It's OK if people don't like you, there's no rule anywhere saying you have to be liked. The harder you try to be liked by every one the less likely you are to find a single friend
--I’ve decided if no one likes me, well, oh well…and I think, from interpreting what’s been happening at the doc’s…I’ve made strides…according to him, the main problem that is the cause of my PL’ing is my relationship with a prior step father of mine…..I think the reason I didn’t leave it alone is that I am in life, a really nice guy, but I just screwed up…and I wanted to desperately to fix the rift…if possible…
--Bullshit, I am here to blog, yes I screwed up…and it made people misunderstand the real me, as I was clouded by the fake me…
--Hmmm, well good for you…..
--Actually, I think it was concerning your assumptions before my last article…yep except for the t-shirt comment, I don’t care much for those, I usually wear just one color…blue, red, black, etc…, the only reason I spend a lot of time with relatives is cause I can’t get the hell out of this town, my grades were not quite adequate (2.7-2.9) enough to be accepted to where I wished to go, so I planned to go to CC,
You asked for it, so I told you. Go ahead and use it to throw yourself yet another pity party because big bad dharma and mean old little whip tore poor wittle lucas a new one. I really don't give a rat's behind
--fine, why not…over time…it could happen…..but why not start/try…to at least mend it to the point that those I have offended won’t be so…angry about it….
--Yes, yes, huh? (when did I do that?), yes, yes but because I thought about going into hiding, trying to back off, let things cool, then try…but that didn’t work…and yes I found…I never said I wrote it, it doesn’t take very much to realize that…concerning the link…and also, if I had known that everyone was against spamming, I wouldn’t have done it…some one could have sent me an email, explained what and why…and I would have quit…no problem, but no, LW , had to blare it out, making me look like a jack ass, I never did it intentionally…..get it? And I wasn’t playing the Bullshit sympathy card…I told you the truth, and too many had their heads up their asses to even let an inkling of “hey, maybe he is trying to truly repent…etc…” but no, I understand that there would still be some suspecting of me, but dang people…