Inside of me

another poem of the darkside

Inside of me...lives a beast...

rotting and destroying me.. from within.

weakening the power I once had..

cling to life I must.. Not ready yet to let go.

tired... pain filled days.. endlessly taking its toll.

strength wans... mind takes over for body..

how much longer must I endure?

till the end...
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Hang in there Elie. Easier said than done I know, and obviously you are hanging in there. Just remember to let go and let god. He has your life under control and knows your troubles. I hope your day gets better.

For now here's a cyber hug for ya (((((Elie))))))!
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1 by Manopeace
Tuesday, June 07, 2005


Sorry your at a low point lil bro...hang on... it'll get better!


this is my life mano.. not really a low nor a high.. it just is.
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2 by foreverserenity
Tuesday, June 07, 2005


Hang in there Elie. Easier said than done I know, and obviously you are hanging in there. Just remember to let go and let god. He has your life under control and knows your troubles. I hope your day gets better.

For now here's a cyber hug for ya (((((Elie))))))!


thanx, I know not the meaning of quit {at least not yet}

{{{{{{forever a sweety}}}}}}} back at ya!
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Hey MM do NOT let depression get a foothold! For people in our condition it's a VERY real possibility. But bad shit happens if it ever gains control.
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Damn double posts!
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Reply By: ShovelheatPosted: Tuesday, June 07, 2005Take care, and watch out for that dark side...


been there done that real good too, have drifted back to the light and plan on staying there.
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Reply By: drmilerPosted: Wednesday, June 08, 2005Hey MM do NOT let depression get a foothold! For people in our condition it's a VERY real possibility. But bad shit happens if it ever gains control.


thanx doc, but you know how it is sometimes ya just get down, but as always I bounce back.