It's Closing Time...

One last call...

from JoeUser Forums
Well...graduation is just around the corner. Some of my Senior friends will be leaving soon and I can accept that, however, some female types are quite emotional about this touchy subject which I feel I can discuss so freely. They move on and I can understand, and I'll miss them...but I hope to keep in touch.

Aside from that, this time of year causes people to reflect....dreams, goals, relationships, self perception, etc, etc. I think about what next year will bring. Will I succeed in all my ventures? Achieve above a 4 point average?....Spend the year alone again?....*sigh* Who knows? I'll take life as it comes at me....just like I have before. It'll be different being a Senior....apparently I'm supposed to be a role model....I guess I can do that. Then comes the college crap and scholarship applications....woo! Another stage in my life that I must complete.....and I wonder what that will bring.

Ah, nostalgia....this will be the last year I go to band camp. The last year I get to go to football games and be part of the band. The first year in the NHS(National Honor Society). So many things swirling in a never ending vortex in my mind....but I stand in it and am able to keep standing. Sounds stressful, doesn't it? You bet it is....but as always, I withstand and grow stronger.

Seniors, at least my friends, I'll miss you guys....as for myself, I know not exactly what the future holds.

Well, enough of my endless rambling about the end of the year....maybe some more later.

~Zoo
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
Well, don't expect me to just fade away. I'm going to do my best to still keep in touch with everyone that I hold dear.

Open all the doors and let you out into the world...

Peace,

Beebes
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
Well, don't expect me to just fade away.


Hey, if you did I'd have to track you down and kick your ass.

~Zoo
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Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
I've never looked this forward to graduation in my life.

I shall also post my poem I wrote about two hours after graduation last year. Sigh, sometimes... you will subconciously never let go of the past. And I mean the PAST past.

Shaun, you will be very sucessful. You live your senior year to the fullest too, alright? Just, don't hurt anyone during the process.

I will miss you Shaun... and just like a few other graduates from last year, I will keep in touch with you.

The future looks oh so bright at this point.

~Shadow
Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
Shut UP, just shut up. Damn it. I'm throwing a temper tantrum, apparently no one gets it. I've done this crap before, I've had to say good bye, I've had to cry myself to sleep because i feel so alone. Everyone thinks its just fucking hunkie dorie to say goodbye, cuz we'll see each other all the time, on weekends and talk on the phone, but guess what you guys will be in college, you won't have all the time in the world, and you'll have more important things to do then come home. I wish people would stop acting like I don't know what i'm talking about because I've done this. ARGHHHHHH.
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
You live your senior year to the fullest too, alright? Just, don't hurt anyone during the process.


Heh...easier said then done. I won't hurt anyone, though...it's not my intention.

~Sarah- Well, I see where you're coming from. I know this is much harder for you than for any of us...seeing as how Costlow is your boyfriend and Alex has helped you through some hard times. It won't be easy for you...and I don't expect you to suck it up. I just hope that you will be able to cope. I don't personally think it will be as bad as you're saying it is...but that's just me talking. Costlow and Alex aren't really ones to just disappear. They won't be here a whole lot, but they won't stay gone forever. So, the best I can say is to keep your chin up...and view this whole ordeal with a positive outlook.

~Zoo
Reply #6 from JoeUser Forums Top
Shaun, I think you picked the wrong time to write this!!!! I can't even go five seconds with out someone saying something about graduation. And I freak out about it. I was almost in tears at the band banquet because I was thinking about it the whole time. But no thanks to Ogan. He didn't help it out any. Can't you just stop talking about graduation for once? I don't want to go the rest of the school year thinking about it every freaking second of my life.

~carebear~