So yup, i went out on Friday
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Okay this is just an update from my previous article where i was wondering if i should go clubbing or not last Friday. Well I did. This is how it went.
5.30pm: got picked up from work by Delizia, went home, grabbed some change thinking i didnt want to go out but i'll get this just in case.
5.50pm: Went shopping for dinner AND booze, hehe, which turned out to be just beers and whisky (she lied to me about saying she already had a bottle ready, that beeotch, lol).
6.00pm: Checked out all the ATMs, but since it was pay day, some were already cleared out from cash, and others still had queues of people lining out. Decided to just go have dinner...
6.15pm: Got to her place, fed the puppy (it's like the cutest thing on earth!!! but what a pain too, heh), cooked, ate, and started with the beers, then to the whiskeeeeey! Start feeling all pumped up and happy, and anything we said seemed to be the funniest joke eva, in short, started to get drunk
We prank called a friend, and checked what she was up to, but nope said she was staying home and i was like no c'mon I AM going out tonite (big grin on Delizia's face, beeotch, did i say that already?). But didnt change her mind, so oh well. Called another friend that Delizia droped home the other night with another Indian girl (Delizia is a lesbian by the way so she was very keen on meeting up with those two...), said they were going to this new bar, so we said we'd meet up with them later. Cool, cool, everything is sweet. We get ready, make sure we look good and smell nice, hehe, we feel like we can take over the world...
10.00pm: go back to the ATM, get some cash, and decide to go to the casino for a bit. I hadnt played the machines for ages and was like please Delizia, this is somethind i REALLY want to do! So we go there and we win a bit of money so decide to go before we get hooked up, and miss on the big night ahead!
11.30pm: we meet up with the girls, except the girls turn out to be the girl, since the cute one Delizia was looking foreward to talk to didnt show up at all. Heh, didnt matter, we knew all the people that were there which was good. Had a couple of games of pool, then decided to go to yet another bar. Went there, but it was closed already so decided to just go to Trader Vic's (the club).
12.30pm: got there and the zouk is pumping and we're like okay, have a dance at last! We're having the time of our lives and things are still all sweet. We meet up with Delizia's uncle and he decides to buy us drinks, so i have another whisky. And go back to the dancefloor when i see Glen and Gaetan, and i'm like, right... Darren's out too, which isnt really a surprise but still, i was having such a good time. Anyway, i dont let it phase me. We say hello, and they're like 'oh Darren's at the bar" and i'm like ok. And Gaetan's all cuddly as usual and he's like 'you ok?' (he always worries about me too much, especially when we're out). And i'm like sure (what am i gonna do without him when he gets married in July???)
Anyway, Darren comes over, we say hello, and thank God the music's too loud to say anything else. Then he talks to Gaetan and he's like "Gaetan, you're still not married, go have fun, dance with a girl, i'll choose one for you, c'mon", and Gaetan is like "Really, ok!" then takes me by the hand and tells me "we go for a dance" and i'm like "Sweet!" And Darren slaps him on the shoulder and yells "HEY!" haha, that was so cool, we have a high five and start dancing like it's just the two of us there!
The music goes crap, so we join the guys and have a beer. Then decide to have some fresh air in the garden area. I somehow seat between Gaetan and Glen (those huge teddy bearlike guys) and next to them there's Charley and Darren. And Glen's like "so do ou feel safe or what?" And i look around and it really looks like they're all my body guards and i'm like yeah, that's the shit!! Haha!
Delizia is doing her thing chatting up with the girls, heh, she looks like she's having a good time too.
3.00am: After dancing and having numerous other whisky-sprite i seat down by myself, and Darren comes and seats next to me. I dont remember what we talked about (blame it on the booze). Gaetan came over and sat there too. I do remember feeling upset and wanting to cry. So i just stood up said goodnite and started walking out to go home. I live like 700m up the street, and walked home the last time already, so i wasnt scared at all. Then Darren comes to the entrance and calls out for me. And i say 'i want to go home'. And he said "ok i'll take you" but i thought he said "okay see you" or something. So it mad me feel even worse. And i started walking home feeling really low, and started crying, but lucky there was no one around to see me. Then this truck pulls up, and i hear Darren's voice: 'hey, come on, jump in". So i cross the road, jump in, and i wipe my tears and he's like "you crying?". Silence.
When we get to my house, he stops the engine, and i just cry some more, and he asks softly whats wrong. But i know i cant talk, so i just try to cry it out. And as i open the door he asks you gonna be alrite? and i just manage to sob 'no, i'm not alright, and i'm not gonna be alrite." and just go home.
I cried my eyes out in the shower. And got to bed at around four in the morning.
*sigh* I dont regret going out, everything went sweetly until i saw him, and i remembered he wasnt mine :("
5.30pm: got picked up from work by Delizia, went home, grabbed some change thinking i didnt want to go out but i'll get this just in case.
5.50pm: Went shopping for dinner AND booze, hehe, which turned out to be just beers and whisky (she lied to me about saying she already had a bottle ready, that beeotch, lol).
6.00pm: Checked out all the ATMs, but since it was pay day, some were already cleared out from cash, and others still had queues of people lining out. Decided to just go have dinner...
6.15pm: Got to her place, fed the puppy (it's like the cutest thing on earth!!! but what a pain too, heh), cooked, ate, and started with the beers, then to the whiskeeeeey! Start feeling all pumped up and happy, and anything we said seemed to be the funniest joke eva, in short, started to get drunk
We prank called a friend, and checked what she was up to, but nope said she was staying home and i was like no c'mon I AM going out tonite (big grin on Delizia's face, beeotch, did i say that already?). But didnt change her mind, so oh well. Called another friend that Delizia droped home the other night with another Indian girl (Delizia is a lesbian by the way so she was very keen on meeting up with those two...), said they were going to this new bar, so we said we'd meet up with them later. Cool, cool, everything is sweet. We get ready, make sure we look good and smell nice, hehe, we feel like we can take over the world...10.00pm: go back to the ATM, get some cash, and decide to go to the casino for a bit. I hadnt played the machines for ages and was like please Delizia, this is somethind i REALLY want to do! So we go there and we win a bit of money so decide to go before we get hooked up, and miss on the big night ahead!
11.30pm: we meet up with the girls, except the girls turn out to be the girl, since the cute one Delizia was looking foreward to talk to didnt show up at all. Heh, didnt matter, we knew all the people that were there which was good. Had a couple of games of pool, then decided to go to yet another bar. Went there, but it was closed already so decided to just go to Trader Vic's (the club).
12.30pm: got there and the zouk is pumping and we're like okay, have a dance at last! We're having the time of our lives and things are still all sweet. We meet up with Delizia's uncle and he decides to buy us drinks, so i have another whisky. And go back to the dancefloor when i see Glen and Gaetan, and i'm like, right... Darren's out too, which isnt really a surprise but still, i was having such a good time. Anyway, i dont let it phase me. We say hello, and they're like 'oh Darren's at the bar" and i'm like ok. And Gaetan's all cuddly as usual and he's like 'you ok?' (he always worries about me too much, especially when we're out). And i'm like sure (what am i gonna do without him when he gets married in July???)
Anyway, Darren comes over, we say hello, and thank God the music's too loud to say anything else. Then he talks to Gaetan and he's like "Gaetan, you're still not married, go have fun, dance with a girl, i'll choose one for you, c'mon", and Gaetan is like "Really, ok!" then takes me by the hand and tells me "we go for a dance" and i'm like "Sweet!" And Darren slaps him on the shoulder and yells "HEY!" haha, that was so cool, we have a high five and start dancing like it's just the two of us there!
The music goes crap, so we join the guys and have a beer. Then decide to have some fresh air in the garden area. I somehow seat between Gaetan and Glen (those huge teddy bearlike guys) and next to them there's Charley and Darren. And Glen's like "so do ou feel safe or what?" And i look around and it really looks like they're all my body guards and i'm like yeah, that's the shit!! Haha!
Delizia is doing her thing chatting up with the girls, heh, she looks like she's having a good time too.
3.00am: After dancing and having numerous other whisky-sprite i seat down by myself, and Darren comes and seats next to me. I dont remember what we talked about (blame it on the booze). Gaetan came over and sat there too. I do remember feeling upset and wanting to cry. So i just stood up said goodnite and started walking out to go home. I live like 700m up the street, and walked home the last time already, so i wasnt scared at all. Then Darren comes to the entrance and calls out for me. And i say 'i want to go home'. And he said "ok i'll take you" but i thought he said "okay see you" or something. So it mad me feel even worse. And i started walking home feeling really low, and started crying, but lucky there was no one around to see me. Then this truck pulls up, and i hear Darren's voice: 'hey, come on, jump in". So i cross the road, jump in, and i wipe my tears and he's like "you crying?". Silence.
When we get to my house, he stops the engine, and i just cry some more, and he asks softly whats wrong. But i know i cant talk, so i just try to cry it out. And as i open the door he asks you gonna be alrite? and i just manage to sob 'no, i'm not alright, and i'm not gonna be alrite." and just go home.
I cried my eyes out in the shower. And got to bed at around four in the morning.
*sigh* I dont regret going out, everything went sweetly until i saw him, and i remembered he wasnt mine :("
