I wish i was in a fun mood today

April 1, 2005 12:54 AM from

I'm trying to motivate myself to be happy and bubbly. Last night wasnt such a fiasco. I had dinner at a friend's house, we had bailey's, we catched up, we even laughed, and honestly even though i was really tired by 9.00pm, i had a good time.

But today i miss him a lot. It's fool's day, and i had plans to trick him with the 'i'm pregnant' joke. *sigh*

I just want to fall down, curl up and cry my eyes out.

And it's f**kin raining, which make matters even worse.

We're supposed to have a girls night out tonight, I wish it could be my usual Weekend with Darren. This is going to be the second weekend we're gonna be appart. I want to be with him so badly. Have a cosy dinner, cuddle up and enjoy a movie together, specially now that the wheather is getting colder.

I want to be with him.............................................................

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Reply #1 April 1, 2005 1:46 AM from

JoeUser Forums Top

HUgS to you IG!!

Reply #2 April 1, 2005 2:38 AM from

JoeUser Forums Top

Hey babe,

My thoughts are really with you right now. It's so hard when the one person that is causing you pain seems to be the only one that can cure it... and that's the one thing that they can't do. Big hugs, and remember that you can take as much time as you need to get over something. Take care,

Suz xxx

Reply #3 April 1, 2005 8:14 AM from

JoeUser Forums Top

Get yourself a Kitten. Now. It wont replace him, but the purring effect on the human psyche has been shown to be very soothing. And they are a bundle of joy and love!

Best of luck. I think most of us have been there and done that.

Reply #4 April 1, 2005 4:51 PM from

JoeUser Forums Top

See, we're here for ya! I hope that helps a little...

Reply #5 April 4, 2005 4:00 PM from

JoeUser Forums Top

hey phoenixboi, thanks. Hugs to u too

Thanks Floozie, i appreciate that. All i wanna do right now is hide from the world until my wounds heal...

A kitten souds like a good idea Dr Guy. I'll think about it. I cant take care of myself, i dont know if i could take care of a kitten. I'll probably wait a little...

Yes shovelheat, you're all here, especially YOU

Thanks for being here and helping me through this...

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