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Well, I know I haven't written in a while, and I'm so sorry, but I have had nothing to write about and I've been swamped with life in general lately(any one out there felt that way for like a whole month?) So, any way, I wrote a poem today during geometry- most of all because geometry generally depresses me, but I'm had an epiphany of self-realization. I realized that the way I present myself is the only way people know how to treat me-this being a bad thing overall when I put myself in the crule and disrespectfull hands of others. I reflected over how my image came off to those people I care about and who i want more than anything to respect me and look well upon me, and it wasn't a pleasent sight. I will try much harder to contain my craziness untill acceptable times-and I hope those of you around me will hold me to it. I realize that I am unreasonably spastic and obnoxious most of the time, and now I know that this is the way I am perceived all the time. I just wanted to come off as optimistic and happy, but I guess it didn't turn out that way. I also try to stop the perverse and uneeded comments sometimes given by guys who don't respect me in the least-or don't respect themselves enough to know when to shut their mouthes, and I realize that sometimes it's just not effective for me to be the one confronting them and I'd appreciate maybe an interjection from a friend in these times of degridation. So thank you all for readind this far. I hope you like the poem or can relate to it in some way.



SPEAK UP

Degrated-I hate it.
Every day something new.
I can't deny one thing
I never would do.

But you cannot see that
you sit there like stone.
Absorbing their lies
The truth is disowned.

I'm better than that
Respect me-I plea!
Don't hate me for them
Don't beleive them for me.

I sit here regretting
The way I've been born
praying for silence
yet knowing I'm torn

Torn from the truth
and left with the lies
But knowing I'm tainted
through your gazing eyes.

I can't make it stop
But I know that you can
Please save my life-
speak up. Take a stand.
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Reply #26 from JoeUser Forums Top
( preferably not a four lettered one...shaun : )


Awww...those are my favorites though.

Anytime you need help, I'm here for you....Sarah and Debruin can handle some and Costlow does have that harsh ass ripping way of talking to people, but everyone can use help...if you really want to "get the point across" I can be quite intimidating

~Zoo
Reply #27 from JoeUser Forums Top
Awww...those are my favorites though


let the guy say a four letter word...dont be mean......IE. cats, dogs, crap, hero, well you get the point.

Ns38
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Reply #28 from JoeUser Forums Top
...four. Four is a 4 letter word. So is word. Isn't that nice?

I think I may be confused though, now. Here I am trying to help and what do you call me, Kendra? Well, I'd rather leave that out, but I really didn't appreciate it. I can deal with people making fun of me at times but name calling is not cool at all. I just thought I'd let you know how I felt about it, even if you don't care to know.

Capt. over and out!
Reply #29 from JoeUser Forums Top
I think I may be confused though, now. Here I am trying to help and what do you call me, Kendra? Well, I'd rather leave that out, but I really didn't appreciate it. I can deal with people making fun of me at times but name calling is not cool at all. I just thought I'd let you know how I felt about it, even if you don't care to know.


Ah, spurned is Costlow....look at how he fumes....

~Zoo
Reply #31 from JoeUser Forums Top
Never mind i'm good
Reply #32 from JoeUser Forums Top
wow

ns38
Reply #33 from JoeUser Forums Top
Well....uh....ok...

~Zoo
Reply #34 from JoeUser Forums Top
i am scared..

ns38
Reply #36 from JoeUser Forums Top
You should be.


Dont worry I am....

Jeffers
Reply #37 from JoeUser Forums Top
i am scared..




You should be.


That sounds like something from a movie

~Zoo
Reply #38 from JoeUser Forums Top
My God you kids are fun to read, to be so alive. sighhhh
Reply #39 from JoeUser Forums Top
My God you kids are fun to read, to be so alive. sighhhh


Well, thanks...we try

~Zoo
Reply #40 from JoeUser Forums Top


Thats so cool. I know how to do that now.
Reply #41 from JoeUser Forums Top
Dont worry I am....


ah there we go. I always wondered how to make that little yellow thingy appear. And smileys, HOORAH
Reply #42 from JoeUser Forums Top
I STILL don't know how to do that yellow boxy thingy!!! you'll have to give me lessons in Roderick, Sarah.

Your Friend,
KINJRUH
Reply #43 from JoeUser Forums Top
To use the yellow box just highlight some text and click the 'Q' button....or quote button if you're in the forums.

~Zoo
Reply #44 from JoeUser Forums Top
'Q'


like this......

Jeffers
Reply #45 from JoeUser Forums Top
like this......


Brilliant!!!

~Zoo
Reply #46 from JoeUser Forums Top
Brilliant!!!


I know...I tried...lol

Ns38