(²²²²=Blue Mood=²²²²)

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I'm in a blue mood today. I feel depressed, but dont know why. Things are going perfectly with Darren, i never dreamed we could ever be like that again, after all we've been through. Only yesterday, we had a bit of an argument, but it was my fault. I got angry at him for not calling earlier, when he called at 8.30 last night. How dumb can I get?? I love him so much, i think i'm used to him spoiling me and whenever he doesnt, i pout. Gee, i apologised over and over, and he was apologising too, and i was like dont, i'm acting like a kid, it's my fault, i'm sorry.

Anyway, i'm in love. Thinking about it is starting to make me smile again.

I think i'm blue, because of work. It's horrible working with a boss so disorganised. If it wasnt for one of my colleagues and me, this place would be chaos. My boss doesnt know anything of what happens in here. It's terrible. he's never here, and when he is he's on the phone, or looking for houses for sale in New Zeland on the net.... When we have a doubt about something and we talk to him about it, he overlooks it and says that he'll deal with it later. When he actually works on somthing he gets irritades and stressed, as if it's our fault if he's late. His desk is a mess. There are receipts, invoices, certificates of random clients all over it. And when i asked for a file yesterday he said 'it must be floating around'. I'm going beserk... I need holidays, i'm taking them in April, I CANT WAIT. Phew, i needed to get that out of my system, i feel better now.

I'm also blue cuz i miss my mum n Dad :(

I'm also blue cuz i need to look for a new appartment. I cant stay forever at the house my Dad's friend is lending me. I want to be totally independent. I've found a couple of interesting ones in the papers, all i need to do is to visit them, but i doubt i'll like the neighbourhood. You know the kind where you hear every single moves of the couple next door (eeewwww!!!).

I'm blue, because i'm blue, and any blue-er than that i'd be Barney (oh wait he's purple, aah, whatever, you get my point).

Can't wait for the day to be over...



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Reply #1 Top
I'm glad to hear that things are going better you and Darren. That's great news.

Hope you can kick that blue mood, sweetie.

*hugs*
Reply #2 Top
Thanks Tex, that's sweet And hugs to you too.

PS, i love your piercing!
Reply #3 Top
Blue depressed moods are no fun I hope you feel better soon, try spendig some time with Darren doing something you both enjoy, might cheer you up.
Reply #4 Top
Blue depressed moods are no fun


You're right Danny. I was at work when i typed that post. Feeling really bad. Darren called half an hour before i finished work, and said he would pick me from work and that he would cook dinner and that we could relax in front of tv after. HE'S SOOOO SWEET!!! And that's what we did, we cuddled and laughed all evenning in front of the tv, i was ecstatic
Reply #5 Top
Good for you two
Reply #6 Top
Thanx Danny