A little something on how I really felt

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We started out as friends but then, we became best friends.Don't get me wrong, it's great we're best friends, but it hurt so bad when one fell for the other, but the other wasn't there to catch them. He made me cry a few times, and I don't want to cry over a boy, but to be so close to him is the greatest. To find out everything that happened meant everything to you, but nothing to him hurt so bad. I always thought no girl ever deserves that kinda pain. I just want that love that all my friends have. Someone to hold, kiss, hug, and be with when you need someone. But I'm always the friend, never the girl. It hurts so bad.

Ok, i found this on a website. It reminded me of how I felt about Sarah and Brandon. It seems clearer than what I tried to say about what I did feel. I know I'm really over it, but sometimes I think about it.

~carebear~
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
Ok....that makes sense....

~Zoo
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
Thanks Shaun. You pansy! lol.

~carebear~
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Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
You pansy!


Pansy!!! I'm not a pansy, you silly goose....

~Zoo
Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
Ash, I'm sorry that you feel this way, but i can not deny that i love him with all of my heart. I love you too ashley as a dear sister, and i'm sorry that you cried relentlessly, remember so did i, i know part of that pain your feeling or felt, and the other part, well we'll get through it. i'm here for you, you know that i hope and i don't know what else to tell you but no matter how good of friends we become i am not going to forfeit him to anyone, ever.
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
NSCubed speaks words of wisdom beyond the color of her hair. But seriously, I can understand what you're feeling, but knowing that you're sad isn't enough to get me to let go of Sarah. She's too great for me to give up.

Capt. over and out!
Reply #6 from JoeUser Forums Top
Alright, and now I'm going to be a little more blunt about it. How do I put this? Oh, I know, stop! You're making the princess mad. She's not having the greatest of times right now and you coming to tell us how you really feel about us isn't going to help things.
I was going to be nice but then realized that that's my biggest problem. I just might seem to be leading people on with how nice I am to people sometimes. So, hopefully, one of these methods has pushed our (Sarandon's) point.

Capt. over and out!
Reply #7 from JoeUser Forums Top
Oh and ash if youre wondering why i didn't say it myself, it's because i think you've heard it enough from me. and i think that by brandon saying how he feels it get the point across.
Reply #8 from JoeUser Forums Top
Ok, where did I ever say that I wanted you guys to ever break up? Oh, that's right. NEVER! When I tried to say how I felt awhile back, it felt like it didn't come out clear. And now that i've found a way to put how I wanted it, i figured i'd just get it out of the way. And Brandon, I'm not sad. Like I said, I really don't like you that way anymore. So what is there to be sad about? nothing. You two make a great couple, I wouldn't want it to end. I don't want you to break up just because i want you to. Because I don't. I never did. And I'm sorry I didn't know about her dad before I wrote this. If she would've put that article before I put mine, I wouldn't have put this one. So I'm sorry. Ok? You really didn't need to get mad. I read that poem thingermagig and it made me think about it for some bizare reason, so I just put it on here ok? Next time maybe you should actually pay attention to what you read, and what I say before making it sound like I want you guys to break up. I think I've made my point clear now.

~carebear~
Reply #9 from JoeUser Forums Top
you silly goose....


Oh, I'm a goose now? You're still a pansy!!

~carebear~
Reply #10 from JoeUser Forums Top
ashley, it just came across like that what you wanted, and not to make you mad but are you sure that youre completely over brandon?