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Seth is a dork, but smart (when he wants to be).

I went home in tears. But, I had a lot of fun on the way home. : P

Seth, Dana, Judd, and my cousin were trying to comfort me. Well, the subject came up on sex and how Seth thought I was hot. I told him that I am going to be a virgin until I am married, and I thought he was disgusting and ugly. After I said that, he took the ring around the top of his pop and asked me to marry him… Everyone got a few good laughs, I still think he is dumb.

He was my first “boyfriend” and date…. He makes fun of me to this day about our first date…. If ya’ll wanna know, I’ll tell you later! : P

Well, I’m fine now…. I’m not going to let it get me anymore.

Sam
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I am sorry you went home in tears.
This first day back to school was like hell.
I had a horrible day, I would like to back track a few weeks and redo them.
There have been mistakes made and things that have happened that were not the best.
For the record I never did like your boyfriend during your relationship. I would never do anything like that to you at all.
I am sorry for all the pain you have gone through. I want to comfort you to, but in this situation I have two friends to comfort. I feel tearin and in the middle I never showed have gotten into this but I hate to see a close friend be blamed for things. As I hope you would to. This situation even though it is different I feel like l know what you were feeling when Ashley and I were fighting. I am sorry for what you had to feel like in that situation.
I hope you forgive me. I hear from my personally that I never tryied to seal Alex from you, I am not that type of friend at all. I am sorry that you felt that way. I never wanted this to happen this at all. But I am being blamed for things that I never did your or did.
I am very sorry I really I am. I hope you can forgive me and know how I am feeling. Sorry for the hard feelings.
I hope you and Alex can but all this behind you and become friends again. I hate to see you so far apart. My heart is in peice and I want best for both of you.

Love your friend always,
Stacey
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I hope you and Alex can but all this behind you and become friends again.


Same here...I can't stand this uneasy feeling everytime you guys are in the same room. I have faith that you'll get better, so no worries there, just calm down and try to release the anger some "healthy" way....like beating the hell out of an old water heater with a sledge hammer for instance....I did and it makes you feel much better...and builds muscle You could also try writing poems or something...anything to help clear your mind.

Well, see ya later,
~Zoo
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Yeah, i kind of feel caught in the middle too. No more crying sam, you'll make me cry too. It's all very sad, but you'll both get through this, we will all get through this and come out on top. I know that it was awkward for everyone today. Keep your chin up sam, youre a great girl and anybody can see that. Hearts and friendships are mending. I've dated many and sorry to burst everyone's bubble it would be wonderful if you and alex could be friends but its hard and it usually...not i'm not saying always you could make it work, but usually it doesn't work. when you care about a person and then something happens it's nearly impossible to go back to the way it was before. i'm sorry to be a downer. but i love you bunches sam. if you want me to feed you sweet lies that would make you feel better, all you have to do is ask, i'm good at that too.
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Sam, it's ok to cry when you need to. Everybody has a right to cry and let their feelings out. You know how I feel about this now. I'm seriously trying to help you soooooo much! I love you to death!

~carebear~
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yeah i love you tooooooooo and NO NO NO NO NO NO GUY is worth your tears !!!!!!! hehe but i want to know about that date with seth lol