Why ?!?!
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Here I am the day after christmas and so damn depressed. My immediate family is fighting, (mom and sister) and my ex inlaws are fighting with my ex husband. I just dont understand why the holidays brings the worst out in people. Hateful and terrible things have been said and I am in the middle of both fights without even ever uttering a word. My ex inlaws are fighting because the exhusband feels that I am too close to his family and my mom and sister are bitching I am too far away. I have been divorced for many many years and have always been close to his mom and sister. Am I not allowed some happiness and friends in my life. I just want to crawl under a rock somewhere and hide from everyone today...God what an awful feeling. People might as me why I just dont distance myself from my inlaws well that has never been a option my sister in law is my dearest friend and that just isnt going to happen. So here I am stuck in a shitty situation with no end in site. If karma is real I must had done something pretty shitty in a past life. I always treat people with respect and love, I am a sincere person with morals and values, I am not a premiscious woman by any means, I have never abused my children or anyone for that matter and I have this shit in my life. I can't even think about finding a boyfriend because of all the crazy drama around me. My oldest daugher (20) hates her dad for doing this to her. I really am hating life at the moment(