RedneckDude said that Theda and Wiz "...were childhood sweethearts...". I do not know how we, as human beings, get over losing a loved one. Personally, I know we never truly do. Love is such a strong bond. How do we do it? Move on, I mean. I came to part of the answer, for myself, once.
You want to die. The pain from your loss hurts that much. Your loved one does not want you to take your life because they lost theirs. To truly honor them and show your love for them you hang on! ...and on! ...and on! ...and on!
That is how you show your love and how you honor them, you live through the pain. Pain you don't think will ever go away. And it most likely will not. I mean, you loved them why should it? But it will become something you can manage. Your loved one wants that for you. You will think of them everyday. And that is how it will go. Your life has changed, there is no doubt about that. You have a new life now.
I did not know Theda nor Wiz. But WinCustomize was a big part of my PC life. I don't think I would have enjoyed home computing as much as I do without the community of people that makes customizing Windows possible.
I wrote this because the names RedneckDude, Wiz and others are very familiar to me. All of you make what I like so much, customizing Windows, possible. To read that one of the great customizers has great pain in their life made me want to write, to reach out. You need people to acknowledge your terrible loss and make an attempt to be with you at this time. Your time spent customizing Windows gave me good feelings so I am now trying to pass on good feelings to you. And also to your friends who wrote to you in this forum. Perhaps something I wrote can help one of them also. Hang in there!