

I didn't mean to stay away that long. I am starting to feel better. I didn't even know how sick I was feeling, but I had an infected tooth that got so bad it broke the bones in my mouth. I don't know why it didn't hurt more... else I would have sought help sooner. Anyway the stitches are all out, the antibiotics have worked their magic and I feel human again. Sometimes not feeling good comes on so gradually that you don't stop and realize something is wrong, I guess. I have been peeking in, but in a dismal mood.
I got a camera because I needed to get out more. I have been out learning to use it, and learning to use the software. http://skins3.wincustomize.com/GoodMorphing/wallpapers/26868.jpg
This is a picture of Honolulu from my rooftop. I am a little frustrated with it because I wish i had a bigger monitor to see it in its true size and because all the buildings seem to point different angles... I finally gave up on getting them straight and tried to find a horizon line between the buildings to level with. I have been uploading pictures to my personal gallery only, partly because I'm not ready to have stuff in the general library and partly because they aren't all that good, and partly because there are enough that they are prolly to the point of spamming. But since it is on my page only I reckon that is ok. It has been good therapy.
Elf, in my life i have learned that it is possible to formulate ideals and ideas that make a lot of sense when in the passions of youth. For me, as I have experienced different people, different cultures, different joys and tragedies I have learned to be more forgiving both of myself and other people. The only thing to be gained from being so rigid you cannot sway to life's dance is a life that is too constricted and lonely for my taste. Love is a treasure not to be squandered. Tend your feelings, follow your heart, and build your life around what you perceive to be real.