I feel like shit today
ranting like the rest of em
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I woke up this morning and I feel like shit.
I havent felt like this for a little while now and Im wondering what is going on. Have I been doing something wrong lately to feel like this? Have I been pushing myself? Probably, but I dont have the energy to think about it.
It's bloody hard work trying to live with this virus. It's got so many fucking needs. It bitches at me if I dont listen to its demands. How long can my body cope with this I dont know. But Im not gonna give up. Im the master of this body not the virus.
It's like a fucking baby crying cause it doesnt get its own way.
Every day I have to take toxic drugs once in the morning and once at night. This has to be done without fail. If I miss a dose it could mean resistance cause the bitch will mutate and the drugs wont be as effective.
I have to make sure that I eat enough for me and for it. It demands high levels of energy from my body in order to reproduce itself. As the drugs kill the virus there is a massive die back so it kicks up a stink cause it wants to survive. Like a fucking parasite sucking the energy out of me, so I got to feed it as well as me.
Im supposed to go to work today. I havent got the fucking energy. I just want to stay in bed, so that is what Im going to do.
Geez I'm having a rant today.. it's ok.. Im allowed.
I havent felt like this for a little while now and Im wondering what is going on. Have I been doing something wrong lately to feel like this? Have I been pushing myself? Probably, but I dont have the energy to think about it.
It's bloody hard work trying to live with this virus. It's got so many fucking needs. It bitches at me if I dont listen to its demands. How long can my body cope with this I dont know. But Im not gonna give up. Im the master of this body not the virus.
It's like a fucking baby crying cause it doesnt get its own way.
Every day I have to take toxic drugs once in the morning and once at night. This has to be done without fail. If I miss a dose it could mean resistance cause the bitch will mutate and the drugs wont be as effective.
I have to make sure that I eat enough for me and for it. It demands high levels of energy from my body in order to reproduce itself. As the drugs kill the virus there is a massive die back so it kicks up a stink cause it wants to survive. Like a fucking parasite sucking the energy out of me, so I got to feed it as well as me.
Im supposed to go to work today. I havent got the fucking energy. I just want to stay in bed, so that is what Im going to do.
Geez I'm having a rant today.. it's ok.. Im allowed.
You fight that f***ng virus ok?! Have a good rest and fight back Phoenix. Take care
