Heh... and no hangover....
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Right now I'm not at all happy with myself. I need to change else I'm going to be living in a world of shit.
I think my problem is that I drink too much... I'm not content to have just a beer or two, I want to get hammered... and this being Vegas, they are more than willing to comply.
Last night I got kcked out of a hotel apparently for being "too drunk" because I was in the sports book and had to put my head between my knees to get over a dizzy spell so the security guard walked up to me and said "Your not going to puke on my lovely floors now are you?" I smiled up at em and responded that I wouldn't puke if I could at all help it, and explained that I was just getting over a dizzy spell and would be cool in a short bit. He decided a short bit was too long to wait for me to sit up strait and decided that I needed to be taken home right then. So he calls my work, and tells my manager that I'm shit-faced and get's my roomate to take off work early to take me home.
As I was telling the security guard while waitng on my roomate, that I believed it was all a stupid way of handling things. I said I was willing to just sit down somewhere and be nice or even sit at the security office and just pass time till he got off work. But apparently they aren't allowed to let drunks stay in the building.. or at least drunks who aren't gambling..... Had I been gambling I feel that I wouldn't have had any problems.
I'm just rightfully pissed off at myself for getting myself into that situation. I think I'm just not going to drink again. Not even a single beer because I've shown myself I can't control it, because last night when I started it was only going to be 1 beer.....
Right now I loathe myself, and need to get my head back on strait, and quit doing things to jepordize my job. EDIT: Oh wait... I just learned I now have no job... good thing I'm too cowardly to kill myself.... *sigh*
I think my problem is that I drink too much... I'm not content to have just a beer or two, I want to get hammered... and this being Vegas, they are more than willing to comply.
Last night I got kcked out of a hotel apparently for being "too drunk" because I was in the sports book and had to put my head between my knees to get over a dizzy spell so the security guard walked up to me and said "Your not going to puke on my lovely floors now are you?" I smiled up at em and responded that I wouldn't puke if I could at all help it, and explained that I was just getting over a dizzy spell and would be cool in a short bit. He decided a short bit was too long to wait for me to sit up strait and decided that I needed to be taken home right then. So he calls my work, and tells my manager that I'm shit-faced and get's my roomate to take off work early to take me home.
As I was telling the security guard while waitng on my roomate, that I believed it was all a stupid way of handling things. I said I was willing to just sit down somewhere and be nice or even sit at the security office and just pass time till he got off work. But apparently they aren't allowed to let drunks stay in the building.. or at least drunks who aren't gambling..... Had I been gambling I feel that I wouldn't have had any problems.
I'm just rightfully pissed off at myself for getting myself into that situation. I think I'm just not going to drink again. Not even a single beer because I've shown myself I can't control it, because last night when I started it was only going to be 1 beer.....
Right now I loathe myself, and need to get my head back on strait, and quit doing things to jepordize my job. EDIT: Oh wait... I just learned I now have no job... good thing I'm too cowardly to kill myself.... *sigh*
