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Well, i hear it often this dont worry be happy line... Mmmh...After all the guy that used to sing that song shot himself!!! I dont mean to be depressed, ok i'm not really depressed. After all i live in this beautiful island, which i luv! My island home, with coconut trees along white sun beaches, waterfalls, etc, etc. BUT, i aint happy. Now this is not supposed to be an egocentric report on my broken heart but... ok... i guess it is. Since (lets call him "Mr D."), ok, since Mr D doesnt wanna listen to what i've got to say, i'll cry out to the internet world! hehe!
You see, Mr D. here doesnt love me. I do love him. I'm crazy bout him God knows why! Even though i'm a lovely, brave, kindhearted girl (i'm from the pacific dude, we all take it easy here...) he says he cant have feelings for me bcoz he's still not over his ex girlfriend. I know, same old story. All love stories are the same, only characters change. It must be pretty borring to read for the ppl that have been thru the shit i'm mumbling about.
Anyway, even though he says he doesnt love me, he doesnt let go of me either. When i try to put barriers between us he always finds a way to break them down and to have me. I KNOW, I KNOW! I'M SOOOOO STUPID. But hey! I'm in lurve, & love makes u do such stupid things. Like forgiving someone for making your life so miserable.
I wont talk about the whole story yet, cuz i know everybody will say he's a bastard. But of course to me he's not.
So i'm planning on leaving my dearest island. Hehe, only to go to another one! I aint leaving the Pacific! I'd day living in a cold concrete world.
I'm prayin for God to give me the ability & the courage to leave and to start over again.