And Yet Another Round of Depression Pitty

I'm not sure if this is good or not....

Well today was great!! I went to school seen all my friends and had a generally good day. I even managed to stay awake in first period history class today! I was so proud of myself. But then I turned around and fell asleep in second period health class, but come on it's so boring. Third period college prep english wasn't all that bad either. We actually got some laughs from that class today. And then you got geometry fourth period. Great class. Especially when the teacher has given you the nick name of Lamby. Which comes from my last name Lamb.(for those of you who don't know) And that's the only thing he will call me. Then you got Colege Prep Biology fith period. By this time I had to pee really bad! I was getting ready to have my teacher sign my pass booklet so I could go. Then she got a phone call saying that the office needed me. I was like oh goody, I'm in trouble for something I don't even know about. Well when I got down there I found out that I had to take a drug test. Not that I'm on them or anything, it's just the school does random testing. And for fall sports the randomly pick one player from each fall sport. I got selected from the girls varsity soccer team. So I'm waiting down there for the guys to go as I sit and talk with Emma DeLong also known as Apdelong's little freshman sis. So we talk about how embarassing it was to have people know what you went down for and teachers walking in and out of the room because we had the test in the mail room where there were toilets. How convienient!!! Geez. lol. So I was the last one, I finally get done and return to Biology and then go to luch. Lunch was great. I mean come on food!!! hehe.

But I think the best part of the day was that Brandon wasn't at school. Just the simple fact I wouldn't have to worry about the bisexual chic that likes him nagging on him and hanging all over him, when she already has a boyfriend. It just makes me wanna puke(sp?). But the down side to him not being here, is that today he was supposed to give me a kinda for sure answer on homecoming. So yeah, I didn't get that answer. Oh well, you'll have that.

Oh then tonigh after school I found out that this guy at my school likes me. HIs name is going to be X. Well you see X likes me a lot. But I don't like him like that what-so-ever. Not even the slightest bit in the world. He's just a friend. And if X ever happened to ask me out, well I would turn him down and say no, because I do not like X like this and I'm not going to just go out with him when I don't like him like that. And then at my 4-H meeting, gosh that was great. Like one of the hottest guys at my school(in my opinion) is in my 4-H club!!! He's so awesome. He has a kick-butt truck and one heck of a body. But of course that's not why I like him. I've known him for a very long time, a very very long time. I love his personality. It's sweet! And if anyone like Zoo, or Beebes is wondering who this hott guy is, well it happens to be Brad Bowers. Now, I think I kinda might like someone else, but not as much as I like Brandon. I'm not sure if he, or as im going to call Y, likes me or not. He was kinda flirtin with me tonight, but flirting doesn't always mean that you like someone, i guess. I dunno. So yeah, I'm so totally in a good mood for once. Not saying im not in depression anymore, but right now I feel good. Well, I better go now, find somthing better to do. Like be the point whore I want to be! lol.

~carebear~
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Glad to see you're back to being happy again....you were kind of starting to worry me a bit.....but anyway, that's behind you so.........................................................................................................................................................well, I have nothing else to say.....

Well, see ya,
~Zoo
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Thanks Zoo!

~carebear~