this is what its like to be C
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Okay, well I shall introduce myself here and now; my name is C, its not my real name, i know, but its what im known as. My life is a constant seceret, or at least thats what it feels like, see im always surronded by friends,everyone knows im here but no one knows the real person behind C...My friends dont know my past they know who I want them to know, the girl the one who relates with everyone, gives advice, and makes people laugh...if only thats what i saw in myself... how different my life would be.
the person i see has the shortest attention span ever, laughs only because i have no idea whats going on, and has hips the size of Texas. Yep thats me the dumb blonde, trying too hard to prove herself, I cant help it its just the way I am...
well thats what is inside of my head lets try things on the outside. on the outside i try to be better, I try to prove myself to my ex boyfriend,i want him to know im different , i try to separate myself from the rumors and gossip_ Im not a slut, Idont have sex for money, and no, I have never had an abortion. there is the occasional truth yes i do have my nipples peirced {Ihave yet to figure out how thats a big deal to some people] and yes i have gotten drunk off my asss and hooked up with my friends 56 year old dad [that was once, and now that i think about it very gross!] But crontrary to the "sex for money" crap I Am A Virgin, honestly i am people never seem to beleive me when i say this, so i just dont say it, but its true, the guy hasnt come yet, but whatever, if he was here i'd be ready.
what the hell im sick of this for now_____-be back soon. tons' o' love, hugz from C
the person i see has the shortest attention span ever, laughs only because i have no idea whats going on, and has hips the size of Texas. Yep thats me the dumb blonde, trying too hard to prove herself, I cant help it its just the way I am...
well thats what is inside of my head lets try things on the outside. on the outside i try to be better, I try to prove myself to my ex boyfriend,i want him to know im different , i try to separate myself from the rumors and gossip_ Im not a slut, Idont have sex for money, and no, I have never had an abortion. there is the occasional truth yes i do have my nipples peirced {Ihave yet to figure out how thats a big deal to some people] and yes i have gotten drunk off my asss and hooked up with my friends 56 year old dad [that was once, and now that i think about it very gross!] But crontrary to the "sex for money" crap I Am A Virgin, honestly i am people never seem to beleive me when i say this, so i just dont say it, but its true, the guy hasnt come yet, but whatever, if he was here i'd be ready.
what the hell im sick of this for now_____-be back soon. tons' o' love, hugz from C