Making Life

Good Morning Everyone,



It is cold enough outside that our heater clicked on this morning sending warmth throughout the condo. I have mixed feelings about this as heat costs and money is in short supply. Our refuge in the mountains was a bit simpler though more difficult. We chopped wood for the stove, built a fire and in an hour or two the house began to warm. The differences, aside from the obvious, were in the deliberate nature of life. Living wasn't automatic.



If we wanted clean dishes, we washed them by hand with water collected from our roof and pumped up to a tank on the hill behind the refuge so gravity would send it back into the house. If we wanted to cook, we made a fire and waited for the cookstove to get hot enough to cook. When we needed something from the store, it was a day trip. Nothing happened on its own. We were intimately involved with living.



Here in the city, we live much more in our heads as our bodies do very little and are, comparatively, far less involved. For myself, I miss the deliberate and intimate life the refuge afforded me. It was harder, to be sure, and I don't really believe I should go back to it full time, but I still yearn for that connection with life itself.



To make such a connection we must make it. Jews have a way of phrasing things that says this. We "make Shabbos" we "make a blessing" and so on. Or, as my grandfather used to say, he was going to "make water" when he went to the bathroom.



What these mean is that we create our connection through our activity by being conscious of the activity as we do it. We are partners with the Absolute in our own creation. Life is never singular.



If you want a spiritual life you must make your life spiritual and to do this you must become intimate and deliberate in its making.



Be well.

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Dear LW,

Thank you for sharing your memories. Our refuge is 13 miles off Route 82, the two lane highway that cuts across the top of the Sacramento mountains in southern New Mexico. Its near Mayhill if you use Google Earth you can spot Dry Burnt Canyon Road, I think, which is the name of the dirt road the refuge sits on.

I hope you one day make your dream a reality. Life away from the city can be quite challenging, but certainly worth the effort. We learn so much about ourselves and our dependence on our environment living life so deliberately.

As to the flood you wrote about, goodness! Nature is a powerful force! Bless her.

Be well.



My refuge:



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Are you near a water source?
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No. We collect water off the roofs during the rainy season and store it. I have nearly 14,000 gallons of storage tank capacity. When we had our horses, alpacas, goat, dogs and cats, I calculated our annual water needs and we needed all that water. Each rainy season we get enough rain to fill the tanks. But these days, we don't need but a fraction of this as my horses died and we sold the alpacas when we moved off the mountain to go to the city.

Se ya!
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This was an incredibly tranquil article. It really made me think. Thank you for your thoughts, I always enjoy them.
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I need to get me one of those refuges. I could use some quiet reflection time.

~Zoo
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Cedarbird, My favorite wood is your namesake.

Zoo: I hope you will one day have your own refuge in the woods, but until then, you know you are a refuge to yourself

Be well.
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Cedarbird, My favorite wood is your namesake.
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Hey, that's really cool. :)

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Yes, only its really hot. Cedar burns hot and slow and releases a wonderful scent. My cookstove loves the stuff as it has very little residue and doesn't gunk up the stovepipes like pine or other soft woods do.

It is a bear to split, however.

See ya!
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Yes, only its really hot. Cedar burns hot and slow and releases a wonderful scent. My cookstove loves the stuff as it has very little residue and doesn't gunk up the stovepipes like pine or other soft woods do.

It is a bear to split, however.

See ya!
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Heh heh heh...I'm a lot like that wood then, AWESOME!!!

See ya!
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Heh heh heh...I'm a lot like that wood then, AWESOME!!!
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I was writing a response...but somehow I made it sound dirty...:P

~Zoo
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I was writing a response...but somehow I made it sound dirty...
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Um, mine was simply the G-rated version of what I was thinking...oops. ;p
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Um, mine was simply the G-rated version of what I was thinking...oops.
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I usually don't go below PG-13 rated thinking...mostly R and NC-17...and up. ;)

~Zoo