Breast Intentions

Breasts
One of the many causes for some
Now faded scars
Some lost tears

I am five
Somehow when my dad is away
I'm watching Baywatch
Some helpless damsel
Throws a misguarded bikini top
To the shore
I think thats where I lost myself
In breasts

I am twelve
He sits in front of me
and he is seething
Spitting words
"No show" Another laughs
I stare I excuse myself for a young anxiety attack
And let the blooming hatred get the best of my throat

J, his voice is on the line
"Flat chested dyke"
I dissolve

She is lying underneath me
I am fourteen
I reach out to touch them
You would never know
From day to day
but here there aren't words
I take one in my hand
Jesus fuck
"What you have is great"
She says with newfound sympathy
Later I rolled over and cried myself to sleep

What Not To Wear is doing a special
On bras
Stacey says to the first large breasted contestant
"We are going to get you a bra that shows the natural
greatness of your breasts"
To the next one
With my boobs
"Will get you insterts so you'll be a C!!!"
I'm fucking pissed

We are in the band room
"Sarah look down, can you see your feet?"
They are giggling already
"Yes"
There is uproar
I take it out on myself with
the Key to my house

I'm eighteen
A woman practically
"I know how you feel" She sighs
Her cleavage is the most amazing
I think I have seen in
My lifetime
I close my eyes
Want to die a little

Don't tell me that I look young
Because my hair is long
red blonde black pink
Or my voice is high
I know what it is
You ignore every goddamn word i say
because
I'm short
I have small breasts
Therefore I'm a child
I know how it goes

Rocky Horror 07
There are tears in my eyes
and a black ciggarette in my hand
When I walk up there
Everyone is changing
I look ridiculous During the show
No one will even look at me

"I've personally always been an assman"
Sweetie
Stop acting like I don't have breasts
They're there
They are in fact in existance
Honestly people
Is that supposed to make me feel better?
Really?
Or how about
"At least you won't have back problems"
Or my favourite
"Anything else woud just be disproportionate"
Ah why thank you!!!!
Gee whiz I feel better
Or how about uncomfortable men
"I personally like small breasts"
Fuck you his last girlfriend has tits
bigger than my head
I know how you feel
DO YOU?
Really no no you don't

I have needed to say that for a long long time.
There it is.
I will never ever apologize for my tits ever again.

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Reply #1 Top

Personally, I really am an assman.  

Tastes in breasts really depend from guy to guy.  For me, as long as they're there, I'm going to look at them...no matter the size.  In fact, breast size in no way makes up my mind on attraction.  I'm being completely honest when I say that.  Need a pretty face and a nice ass before my interests kick in.  In regards to boobs...my saying goes: "Big, medium, or small I like'em all."

I can see your point, though...society demands a lot from the individual and it's easy to get lost into what people want you to be and you start forgetting exactly who you were to begin with.  Once you lose yourself, it's hard to find it again. 

Don't worry about that shit again, Sarah.  Never apologize for something like that.  Anywho, you've got a decent rack anyway.   (I'm probably going to get slapped for that one)

~Zoo

Reply #2 Top
Have a great Christmas, Sarah!