Final Words of The Night

WTF?

Sarah?  If you need to vent, my email address is linked on my page....

ditto....give me a holla...


Trinitie

It was kind of a general statement, but my boyfriend wrote something on his blog site about how his relationship with me isn't what he's expected or wanted. And, so I was like WTF? And I thought it was me. I asked him today exactly what he meant, and basically said he thought he'd see me more and that he didn't think his job was gunna be such a bitch, etc... and how it isn't me.

That made me feel better. So, basiacally it was a misunderstanding. But I still feel like I don't measure up a lot of the time to certian people... but I guess I can't be everything to everybody. I still don't feel like I measure up with him sometimes. Like how he said to me the other night "If we're still together when I graduate and you don't want me to go into the Army, I won't" I was like, shit... what am I getting myself into? He wants to be all deep and I guess I don't, and I feel like I'm not meeting expectations because I don't. But I guess that's the way life goes...

~Sarah

We all feel that way sista.

Trinitie

Thanks Dharma and Trin... it's good to know it's not just me.

~Sarah

Someone once told me if you make everyone happy all the time than you are not a real person.  At the time I was like wtf but now I understand. 

You can't be all things to all people, sweetie.  You can only be you. 

I think you're wonderful, Sarah.  I think that any man would be lucky to have you love him. 

Sarah ...just be yourself ..that's all anyone can be.

It's not your job to have to please everyone and make them happy.

Be happy in yourself and the rest will fall into place.

Jess

Thanks guys. You're comment truly blessed me, Dharma... I think God's given you the gift of encouragement.

~Sarah

Aww, thanks Sarah.  God and I are not really on speaking terms at the moment....it's a long story.  If you want to email me I'll explain it to you....if not, that's cool too.