U Will Never Walk Alone
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21:08 Fri. Aug.18
Damn it! I can't open Bloggoing any more! Damn it! I leave all my unhappiness there. I thought it's a better blog than this shit! I am wondering if I should stop using both of them and continue to blog on a crappy Chinese blog. DAMN IT ALL! I spent a week lingering among several blogs, but all of them end up to be rubbish at the end!
Sorry, just got sorta mad when thinking of this. Nah, Nah, Nah. I'll blog on a fixed site from tomorrow. Maybe a more official blogsite. China government sucks! Always! I know why I can't open my Bloggoing 'cos the god-damn Chinese government is blocking it. Just like nobody can browse VOA in China.
Well, I lose all the passion to talk about my sweetie Mr Gay. I intended to send this blog to him as a gift if we can advance our friendship. I have a gut feeling that this day will come. This explains why I lost my temper at the beginning. I don't want to blog everywhere and make my blog incomplete. Maybe I'll try chinablog tomorrow, then start again. I really hate this!
Mr Gay, if you have the chance to read it someday, please don't get sick of my dirty words. I don't mean to do it. I keep blogging everyday partly because of you! You know it's not like me. I am a nice girl, a great person like you said. *blushes*
To my amazement, I met Mr Gay again this morning. It's the third time we have chatted. We seldom meet three times a week this summer. It brings me back to last year. We chatted everyday and never get bored. At the beginning of this summer, I'm not quite used to surfing online without his company, so I felt extremely upset all July. I got mad at him several times, which I never admit in front of him. Mr Gay, now I think you know why I said I felt lonely. I even gave up my dream of him. One day, when I heard his friend wanted to bring him together with a Korean girl, my heart was broken. Later that day, I made up my mind to break off with him. Permanently. I did cry a lot that day. However, I changed my mind that evening. You can explore more in my previous blog--bloggoing. But I am unable to view it now. If I open it someday, I'll copy all of my blogs here. He is very important to me. My life will be dull without him! Probably he is the right person I am hunting for!
These days, we're becoming much closer. Believe it or not, we are going to exchange gifts. It's a big step forward! It brings two hearts closer as well! This morning he told me he'd send a pic of his family to me, and he asked me to send one of my family's to him. My sweetie can't wait to see my parents! Today, he repeated seriously " you can read my mind? Every time I sit in front of the computer, anticipating to talk to you, you just appear at the right moment and greet me" He said it happened a lot! See, we really hit it off! We are very excited when together no matter what we do or talk about. Both of us are happy as long as we are together.
I'm sure I have fallen for this guy. I have sworn I'd do anything for him! What makes him stand out from the rest? I don't know. There are countless factors. I don't wanna list. This is the magic of destiny. Now I am just following my heart. I know we are meant to each other. I can't even focus when studying. It's a negative sign. hehehe
Every time I have nothing to do or get bored, I just like to open his album and stare at his cute face for long. He is so cute to me. He is better than I deserve! How I wish he were here with me. Help me, God!
22:00 get sorta tired. But I'll never stop thinking of him. hmm, it's still dawn for him. Just feel like kissing him to wake up.
Damn it! I can't open Bloggoing any more! Damn it! I leave all my unhappiness there. I thought it's a better blog than this shit! I am wondering if I should stop using both of them and continue to blog on a crappy Chinese blog. DAMN IT ALL! I spent a week lingering among several blogs, but all of them end up to be rubbish at the end!
Sorry, just got sorta mad when thinking of this. Nah, Nah, Nah. I'll blog on a fixed site from tomorrow. Maybe a more official blogsite. China government sucks! Always! I know why I can't open my Bloggoing 'cos the god-damn Chinese government is blocking it. Just like nobody can browse VOA in China.
Well, I lose all the passion to talk about my sweetie Mr Gay. I intended to send this blog to him as a gift if we can advance our friendship. I have a gut feeling that this day will come. This explains why I lost my temper at the beginning. I don't want to blog everywhere and make my blog incomplete. Maybe I'll try chinablog tomorrow, then start again. I really hate this!
Mr Gay, if you have the chance to read it someday, please don't get sick of my dirty words. I don't mean to do it. I keep blogging everyday partly because of you! You know it's not like me. I am a nice girl, a great person like you said. *blushes*
To my amazement, I met Mr Gay again this morning. It's the third time we have chatted. We seldom meet three times a week this summer. It brings me back to last year. We chatted everyday and never get bored. At the beginning of this summer, I'm not quite used to surfing online without his company, so I felt extremely upset all July. I got mad at him several times, which I never admit in front of him. Mr Gay, now I think you know why I said I felt lonely. I even gave up my dream of him. One day, when I heard his friend wanted to bring him together with a Korean girl, my heart was broken. Later that day, I made up my mind to break off with him. Permanently. I did cry a lot that day. However, I changed my mind that evening. You can explore more in my previous blog--bloggoing. But I am unable to view it now. If I open it someday, I'll copy all of my blogs here. He is very important to me. My life will be dull without him! Probably he is the right person I am hunting for!
These days, we're becoming much closer. Believe it or not, we are going to exchange gifts. It's a big step forward! It brings two hearts closer as well! This morning he told me he'd send a pic of his family to me, and he asked me to send one of my family's to him. My sweetie can't wait to see my parents! Today, he repeated seriously " you can read my mind? Every time I sit in front of the computer, anticipating to talk to you, you just appear at the right moment and greet me" He said it happened a lot! See, we really hit it off! We are very excited when together no matter what we do or talk about. Both of us are happy as long as we are together.
I'm sure I have fallen for this guy. I have sworn I'd do anything for him! What makes him stand out from the rest? I don't know. There are countless factors. I don't wanna list. This is the magic of destiny. Now I am just following my heart. I know we are meant to each other. I can't even focus when studying. It's a negative sign. hehehe
Every time I have nothing to do or get bored, I just like to open his album and stare at his cute face for long. He is so cute to me. He is better than I deserve! How I wish he were here with me. Help me, God!
22:00 get sorta tired. But I'll never stop thinking of him. hmm, it's still dawn for him. Just feel like kissing him to wake up.