| the practice of just sitting. |
| *shakes head* there is so much work to do out there Sodaiho |
There is indeed, as you say, so much work to do out there. And your point about the self dropping away when you are helping others is a good one too, but the shaking head suggests that there is something you haven't quite grasped. You I suppose are coming from the point of view of JOY (
Jesus first,
Others second,
Yourself last). I can appreciate that. Sodaiho is coming from a point of view that
truly seeing that you and I and everybody else are intimately connected in what has been described as 'interbeing' is just as much a help to acting compassionately in this world to try to benefit all beings. In his tradition the Boddhisattva is someone who indeed delays embracing the 'rewards' of Nirvana in order to continue to help all sentient beings. That's his practice; you have yours.
After all, you are happy enough to go to church and praise God because you think that it is important - and re-charges your spiritual batteries for more work in the world - even though from one point of view it is 'wasted time' that could also be used in good works. It's a similar thing with just sitting - except that 'just sitting', a reasonable translation of 'shikantaza', is actually really quite hard!
In the older christian traditions, men and women would go out into the desert to get closer to God. Later they got together in communities to lead 'useless' lives of prayer and devotion to God. Protestant Christianity (along with, to some extent, Islam and Judaism) became quite disdainful of this 'useless' activity, cut off from the immediate problems of this world, but I think a mature spiritual worldview should embrace the many different callings and paths by which we all seek to get closer to the ineffable truth that is beyond our human words and concepts.